Simply Difficult

When I was presented with the truth about Jesus, it amazed me. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.” How cool was it that God provided a simple answer to my biggest problem. I could not save myself. I simply was not enough, I already knew it as fact and Christianity had provided me with the very easy way to solve the issue that I had been struggling with. It was great! Thank you God! It was smooth sailing from here! Or was it?

It wasn’t too long after my conversion that I hit a snag. I started encountering roadblocks, temptations and doubts. What had I done! I wanted to get away! This was too hard! I thought this was supposed to be easy! Not at all what I signed on for. There was a part of me that wanted to abandon my new found faith and join my friends at their parties and fun loving, do what you want, easy life. In fact, I did walk away for a time but it turns out to be a lonely place. Separation from God was not what I wanted either. God was simply showing me that conversion wasn’t enough. James 2:26 “…faith without works is dead.” It was work to be a Christian, but I would learn that it was worth it in every way.

Little by little I gave up things because I thought I should. Out of guilt perhaps. It made me realize, though, that it was for my own good. 1 Timothy 1:8 “We know that the law is good…” There are reasons for the rules and regulations. God made them for my benefit. Sure, I could choose and did choose to ignore them but I realize now that allowing God to change you is hard sometimes but the benefits are real and long lasting. Experience has proven to me that I am so much better off doing what God asks of me rather than follow my own desires. It’s both easy and difficult at the same time. I will always have something to work on. I will never get there on my own. If I love and trust God, He will continue to help me get better at life. Striving for God’s kingdom is worth the struggle.

I used to begrudgingly follow God’s leading. Now I gladly seek out those areas God would have me work on. Proof is in the pudding. Chances are you are struggling with something right now. You know that God is calling you to make some change or take some action. To claim a slogan … “Just do it!” God will bless you. You won’t regret it. James 1:22 “But prove yourselves doers of the word, but not merely hearers who delude themselves.”

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